I’m really terrible with this whole “seasons of life” thing. My brain has trouble comprehending that better things are ahead. Instead, I see everything I’m leaving behind. Everything that I feel I’m losing.
I have evidence from my life that new seasons are good. When I look back on past friendships, I miss aspects of them. But I’ve come to value newer friendships even more.
However, it is now time to shed those “newer friendships”. I’ve moving into a new season. Part of me is thrilled and ready.
Another part of me is devastated. So many of my friends are moving to new places, whether with their families or through college. So many of my friends have already gone to college, have already left me.
I know great things are ahead. I know it. But I don’t feel it in my heart.
It’s just like Quinn and Erin are experiencing in my newest book, Swoop.
Quinn’s tears broke into laugher. “No, Erin. I’m not questioning the move. No matter how much I don’t want to, I know it’s right.”
“But we’re going to lose so much,” Erin murmured. “All of our friends. Our house. Our family. Our church.”
Quinn’s lips quivered into a smile. “But we don’t know what we’re going to gain.”
“What?” Erin coughed.
“Think about it, Erin,” Quinn’s smile grew into a grin. “We aren’t totally losing our friends and family. We’ll see them again. But what’s going to happen to us when we get to Maryland? We’re going to be blessed in ways we can’t even imagine.”
“So it isn’t going to be hard?” Erin asked, doubt creeping into her voice.
“No, there will be hardships, of course,” Quinn choked. “But there will be favor, too. Blessings. That’s exciting, isn’t it?”